Notices by バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu), page 37
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バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Thursday, 22-Aug-2019 04:10:00 JST 
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judgemental
rather
mental judge -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Thursday, 22-Aug-2019 03:06:54 JST
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@medli
shouldn't be allowed.. -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 16:32:58 JST
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@lain
hugs... that's how people give birth....... -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 16:14:52 JST
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@lain
NOU -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 16:13:18 JST
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バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 15:29:12 JST
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小さな幸せなのね -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 15:28:58 JST
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簡単！ -
くみてん (kumita@felesitas.cloud)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 12:39:06 JST 
くみてん
お手軽レシピ
作り方
マリービスケットを開ける
コーヒーを淹れる☕(*´∀｀*)っ?
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バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 05:53:15 JST
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@lain
by all accounts, a fair amount -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 05:52:44 JST
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so safe from ourselves, what can find us? -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 05:52:37 JST
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バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 05:49:33 JST
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so far from ourselves, what can save us? -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 05:48:56 JST
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even in this hope, being driven to a point of even greater self-awareness of the selfishness and unreality in such projections -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 05:46:25 JST
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the final piece of this model is its prediction for the way that positions on this length-wise coordinate map onto the viewing and treatment of others. that the few, there near the end of no awareness, grow increasingly irritated with one another, forced to come in contact with more beings like themselves and so to, in some sense, be faced with what amounts to being a mirror. and to escape the pain of this revealing of their natures, they dive further into self denial, nearer to the singularity
whereas those nearing the antipole are drawn to projecting themselves onto others, even those entirely disparate, in hope of some reprieve from self beneath that small oblivion of love -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 05:31:48 JST
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not to say that "new sincerity" is something meaningless. only that, in carrying the brunt of it alone, in that hope to save a few there at the far end, he flew too close to the self and then could not get out again -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 05:29:33 JST
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and that, even in his own writing, he admits to and gives a detailed account of this true-opposite point of convergence, and that it, in all likelihood, this was the real cause of his suicide, this debilitating hyper-awareness that could not be well turned off, a by-product of a principled retreat from the far terminus, at which end all his society was converging, while being powerless to turn and see where he himself was heading. of course aware of this ultimate destination, but lacking the subconscious instinctual reluctance -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 05:15:36 JST
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the extension being that the opposing point of convergence, which has the same inhibiting effect on wiggle-room in the orthogonal, represents states of hyper-awareness like those chased after by some buddhists, to every moment be so completely encompassed within concentric bubbles of awareness, and awareness of awareness and so on, as to be equally lacking in the ability to self actualise. to know so thoroughly and precisely the self's position that velocity is lost entirely -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 05:11:49 JST
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the implication being that "horseshoe" is inadequate, and that a more complete picture contains an infinite or near-infinite number of possible paths, each of which begins from a single point and terminates at a single other point, there effectively then being only one defining coordinate of self-awareness, the convergence at that far point representing its perfect lack, a point in this defined space of personhood where the second, orthogonal coordinate of personal freedom to self-actualise is reduced to its infinitely small limit and ceases at all to exist, a point which the even the two subjects above, near as far apart as possible in that second, orthogonal coordinate as is possible, are still near enough to to approach and understand one another well, or at least to mirror one another, given the lack of awareness and its inhibition of such understanding -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 04:55:50 JST
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...and the accompanying descent into timelessness
geodesic convergence.oga -
バツ子（喉痛いよX_X (shmibs@tomo.airen-no-jikken.icu)'s status on Wednesday, 21-Aug-2019 03:44:33 JST
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@lain
from Part04, 00:48:09 onwards (at least until half through Part06, or so
https://airen-no-jikken.icu/tmp/The%20Pale%20King.zip
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